Quiero perforarme, tatuarme, raparme, golpearme, arrastrarme, dormir todo el día o no dormir para nada, emborracharme, tomar mucho café, drogarme?, quitarme, ponerme, desnudarme y rasguñarme, aventarme, rodar, saltar, pellizcarme, o quizá tan sólo abrazarte.

Why can't I understand?
How can I understand?

Where are you?
Why are you so far?

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Can we die now?
Something is going to be lost.
Forever.


 For all future time; for always.